so everything is rather quiet at the western front.
When I have some time to spare, and the muse isn’t a bitch hiding in the back of the closet, I rewrite one of my fanfictions.
And rhe sad and ugly truth – for the moment I have so much to do, that the only reason why I open Photoshop at home is … homework.

Tokyo_Decadence by ~Ka-bu-ki on deviantART
… had to practice Masks and Paths.
I really don’t want to complain about it. Not at all. XD

Tags: art, photomanipulation, photoshop

… at least I hope so. We have to do this crazy project at school. SEO for beginners. And somebody came up with the great word ‘Kernzerteilungsmaschine’ – well, finally I entered the competition and my Kernzerteilungsmaschinen development blog is in progress.
I know, it’s German and it will not make much sense at the moment. And the layout is the WP-Standard for the beginning. Have to code a decent one asap.
And now I’m cheating I ask for a little help – if anybody hasn’t anything better to do, it would be so helpful sweet, if ‘Project Kernzerteilungsmaschine’ could be mentioned and linked in lifejournal posts or/and at facebook notes. twitter also serves the cause XD

Tags: 42 is the answer, computers are the enemies, schoolstuff

And what a year it has been.
With too much ups and downs to count. But nevertheless the best year of the decade. Seems my personal magick number is the 09. And although my friends believe I’m the personification of a working triangulate system …
(yes, no, maybe – yeah, right … in 20 years you’ll be able to distinguish a PC’s gender by this. For sure.

- and now I better don’t ask myself why I have to giggle at the moment.)

… I found my personal recurrent theme. And finally I’m glued to it. Schemes and Systematics. My keywords for ‘09. And hopefully for the rest of my life.
Welcome to Geek-town.

Tags: 42 is the answer, computers are the enemies, reality bites

Arki had fun with colors. And the result is something new for me to play with.

Now I only have to find the time, to finish a poser-render.
You can get the lady at the RDNA Store.

Tags: affiliates, poser

Reminds me of my cat and bird XD

see more Funny Graphs …
and ACCEPT that the fragging cat wants to play at four in the morning.

Tags: meeow

the last test of the year.
And I know what I need for Christmas!!!
A fragging PS3.

FINAL FANTASY XIII WILL BE RELEASED … THIS YEAR!!! … at least in Japan Oo

Square Enix has shipped 1 million copies of Final Fantasy XIII to retail in Japan ahead of the game’s December 17 launch on PlayStation 3.
Ultimately the publisher will move about 1.3 million units to retailers during the game’s first week, according to reports translated by consumer weblog Kotaku.

Source: Gamasutra

Tags: Games, square enix

What happens if you try to learn for the ‘Standard Software’-Test?

You feel exactly like those kittens…

found @ 11k2

Tags: computers are the enemies, meeow, reality bites

Tags: 3d, final fantasy vii, reno, square enix

Geez, I never thought I would anticipate the break over Christmas that much. I’m so ready for vacation. And I am going to enjoy the two weeks off. Really enjoy them. Without remorse.

The time of the year has come, when everybody is looking back – and this year was a summery of up’s and down’s for me. More extreme than every year before. But in the end with such a positive outcome that I still have troubles to accept the reality. Still looking out for the hidden booby trap.

I’ve lost some people who I called my best friends – and it still hurts. And will hurt for a long time. But with more and more time to think about, my own pride stepped in the way. I’m so fed up to apologize for everything and nothing, just for peace’s sake.
I’ve met some incredible people, and this goes out to three special girls – you have not the slightest idea what this crazy evening in Cologne meant to me ♥ ♥ ♥

I’ve made peace with a woman I’ve called my best friend for a long time – and this year we finally managed to speak about so much stuff that was bothering us two … and I’m so happy about it. And although we’ll keep fighting about meaningless issues, she has a special spot in my heart (maybe because I would miss those fights like hell XD)

I have never been this radical before to cut off lose ends.
I’ve moved back to the city I was born at. The most ugly city in Germany – remember: Bielefeld does not exist.
And for more than nine years I experience the feeling of real happiness again.

And there are my guys. Those complete geeks, that shot/slashed/calculated a way into my heart. And who I don’t want to miss …

Also me haz cat – finally. Stupid, clever, annoying, adorable cat. Kind of my really early Christmas present.

And if 2009 is proofing anything – then it is imho: To never give up and develop some faith in yourself. (Honestly, if somebody would have told me this on New Year’s Eve ‘08 I would have laughed out lout XD)

Tags: reality bites